I wish I could go back to when I was like 15 or whatever and just watch me, or like I wish I had recorded back then. Sometimes I feel like I am still stuck in 2005. Does anyone else in their 20’s feel like that?

I got about 95% in my Medical Terminology class this semester, now just for the Anatomy and Physiology and Disease Conditions final tmr, and I should have a 4.0!!

I have the urge to bro out. Now I just need someone to bro with.

alright, so normally I would agree with these kinds of people but not this time. Most of occupy wall street is a bunch of hippies. If you look at the website the we are the 99% or whatever its called, most of their sob stories are because they have put themselves in that position. Now, I have made some bad decisions in my life, I have been in debt, but its because my mother taught me about managing my money that I am not further in debt than I am and I realized I was being dumb. here is what my 99% story would look like.

I am 22 years old, I make less than $10,000 a year but I am able to survive. I am able to manage my money, I realized that a degree in the arts wasn’t for me, so I am $27,000 in debt in student loans and not worried about it. I am currently going to school to become a medical assistant and I’m not worried about jobs when I graduate because I know how to WORK HARD. Most of you “99%” think that jobs after graduation should be just handed to you. That is not how it should be. You all have “done everything right” and “everything they told me” well how about thinking for yourself for once. Did you think about how you would have to pay back student loans while you were partying the money away? Did you just swipe that credit card cause mommy and daddy will pay for it? I HAVE NO PITY FOR YOU KINDS OF PEOPLE. There ARE the real 99%, the kind that you would call “one of the lucky ones” because they are able to feed themselves and pay bills. It is because they have worked hard, took jobs that you all were too good for. Fast food is still a job and if I was as desperate as you guys make yourselves out to be, I would be applying everywhere. 

What’s wrong with the country today is that no one wants to work hard. Yes, I understand our health care is fucked, that is true. If an accident puts you out of work or chronic condition means you can’t work then that sucks, I feel for you I really do. But when you say I have 7k in credit card debt and blah blah blah disease. Or I am in debt because I started a small business with not enough money, HELP ME. no, just no. That is your fault for getting yourself all in debt. Most hospitals, at least around here, have financial assistance you can apply for. You can always make it work, you just have to want it bad enough. The american dream is still out there, people have just forgotten the WORK HARD part.

fucking haunted houses. We went to frightmares and that wasn’t that scary, then we went to scream town and they had THREE mazes/houses where people chased you with chainsaws. Now that is the ONLY thing that freaks me out, I have a love/hate relationship with it. The first guy we ran into started chasing after me, I bolted, flailing my arms and then other dude started to come from behind a fence and I didn’t want to run into him so I tried to stop and fell down on my knee. But I was fine, I just got up and ran. Apparently it was really really funny cause jared couldn’t stop laughing… lol I bet it was though. But damn, those things just scare me so much. I have such a fear of someone chasing me with chainsaws and snakes. Wow I am so normal. but now I want to go to a TON of haunted houses. there is one in las vegas that has a WHOLE HAUNTED HOUSE with chainsaws!! *shivers* like i said its a love/hate thing.

gah jared’s dad is so ignorant and arrogant. one example of many that I could give:

I had an asthma attack earlier today, his dad heard me and expressed concern to jared over it. Jared told him I just have asthma and bronchitis. jared’s dad then said that i should be in jared’s room when I have an attack cause his gf is 2 yrs out of chemo (she had breast cancer) and has an weakened immune system. Well yes this would be all fine and dandy EXCEPT

1. Bronchitis really isn’t that contagious, at least not viral bronchitis after the initial cold/flu is gone. 

2. I have asmthatic bronchitis, which is not contagious, it is just basically brought on with a lovely mixture of sickness, asthma and triggers, such as cigarrette smoke.

3. She herself smokes, which isn’t exactly great for the immune system either.

4. It has been two years, yes I understand if I have something that is very contagious or more serious than a cold/flu I shouldn’t be around her, but this was from a cold, which everyone of them in that house have had, not to mention her immune system should have bounced back quite a bit to the point where a cold wouldn’t do last damage as long as she took care of herself properly.

I also think jared is getting tired of me thinking I know more about medical stuff just cause I’m taking a few classes. Oh well, he’ll thank me when I am making the money

hey so you know what they say about big hands and big feet right?

Hyperpituitarism!!

hahahaha

It’s almost midterm time! I am fairly confident I will do good on them, I just need to study as much as I can. I also have developed a slight addiction to the show nip/tuck, so as long as I can keep that under control I will do fine. yay!

I bought a netbook today, eek! I don’t want to/am too busy to go to the school to do my computer assignments and it just isn’t working out with my mac plus I don’t want to have to install it on my aunt and uncle’s computer. It doesn’t have a cd drive and the chick was trying to tell me you can’t transfer programs on a usb drive. like bitch excuse me, I have a mac I can do whatever I want! sooo i’m going to download the sims onto it and it is going to be my primary sims/school computer. then I’m giving it to jared in december when I finish this semester cause I don’t really have a use for it besides sims and I am too busy to really play all that often plus I can just play when I’m over there. ANYWAY, fucking thing cost me 300 dollars! and I have to have fucking antivirus, that is probably the MOST annoying thing about windows computers. I haven’t had to deal with that shit in years, sucks I have to start doing it now. WHY CAN’T THE WORLD JUST USE MACS????

freaking teenagers! I always have to fucking take their shifts. Seriously I don’t think I can go one week with just working the hours I am scheduled. I know i shouldn’t complain cause some people don’t have jobs or don’t get enough hours at their job, but it is very stressful, considering I have to manage things on the weekend or when I open for my boss during the weekday. I don’t mind opening but it would be nice to know ahead of time instead of calling in “sick” at 9pm the night before when I had already asked earlier that day when you wanted to go home early to “go to the er” if you were going to be able to open tmr!!!!!!! ehraiorhfeoaheoiw rawr!!!!! frustrating! and I don’t have my car right now, its stuck at jared’s with a flat and we couldn’t get the tire off, its like rusted on there, so I just had him drive me to work and we will get a new one on tues. Thank goodness I have money saved up but yeah, I usually try to be optimistic but some days just wear me down.